The bayou garden's petro sheen
laps a dinner bell where
swallows hide their nest.
The push reel mower
got a second wind once
the Benzedrine kicked in,
leaving a table filled
with rosé and ashtrays for
the wedding party crashers.
I've come to like your lies
turning everything less square,
just as folding a flag that way
makes it resemble a sandwich
packed with crooked salutes
and hard of hearing.
Sometimes a door closes in front
of us, and sometimes behind.
The car alarms in the parking
lot are only a nuisance
and don't deter turtles from slowly
migrating across the blacktop.
The Green Lantern needed
a helicopter to keep up
with the other superheroes,
but we're still arriving late
to Annie rehearsals
with a forged doctor's note
written in a prescription-
shopping delirium,
because history is the same
as checking in with the disease.
I never knew this language
to stick to anything except
a mail carrier's can of mace.
It's not always insomnia
that makes it difficult to relax
when the heart feeds on itself
or you sleep naked next to me.
It's why I'm okay with this heat.
But I don't have nine lives—
maybe three at most,
and I've already used up two:
the first one went down
with the ship while clinging
to the captain's legs;
the second when you punched
a hole through the drywall.
Or maybe it was a carwash mishap
that simultaneously scrubbed
away the traces.
We filmed it all low budget
until we got distracted
by the flicker around the edge
of things and the stony silence
involved in letting them go.
Besides, any new rumors
can't be as bad as the ones
that already exist.
At least that's how it seems
in the midst of a food fight.
Somewhere in this apartment
are grains of beach sand—
the towels and plastic sunglasses
long since put away.
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Author Bio: Alan Gilbert is the author of two books of poetry, The Treatment of Monuments and Late in the Antenna Fields, as well as a collection of essays, articles, and reviews entitled Another Future: Poetry and Art in a Postmodern Twilight.